Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Too busy to catch up!

Hi all,

Wow - hard to believe I haven't posted since the end of the spring semester back in May.  I will try and give some brief updates with what I have been up to since then.  I shall start with the summer.

During summer break, I worked as a Spanish tutor for the student-athletes at ISU, as well as working as an ESL tutor for adults at Heartland Community College.  A smaller job that I developed an interest in was being a Research Assistant for one of my professors at ISU.  She is conducting a study about Korean learners of English, and I helped my professor conduct the experiments on the U of I campus.  This job proved to be valuable because I am interested in pursuing a graduate degree, and any research experience will help on my applications!  Luckily this job also focuses on the area I am interested in - applied linguistics.  These jobs were such a fun opportunity, and a great way to get my foot in the door for future networking.  It was a nice preview to what I may be dealing with as a future educator :).  I loved every minute of it!

With my ESL job, I worked with adults who have immigrated from all over the world, such as the Democratic Republic of the Congo, Guatemala, Mexico, Egypt, Pakistan, India, among others.  I loved learning about all of my students' backgrounds, cultures, languages, and lifestyles while being able to help them learn English.  At the end of the summer term, we had a good-bye party for all of the ESL classes and the theme was "We Are Family".  Our class focused on wedding customs, which was interesting to hear about the traditions from a variety of cultures and how that compares to typical American customs.  I learn just as much (if not more) from my students than what I teach to them, which is one of the main reasons why my passion is to become an educator.

Working with the student-athletes was also an interesting experience.  This was the first time that I have actually "professionally" tutored students in Spanish.  I mostly worked with the football players since they were on campus prepping for the upcoming season.  It was challenging at times, trying to find different ways to teach the material to the students - as we know, every student learns differently!  It is all about adapting the material to the students' needs to help them learn and retain the information.  At the conclusion of the summer term, I was asked to return to tutor for the fall semester, which I was ecstatic about!  I was looking forward to continuing to work with the student-athletes on campus.

Aside from working three jobs this summer, I relaxed with my family and friends.  One of my best friends recently moved to Colorado, and I had the opportunity to visit her in July.  I had such a blast!  We went hiking and sight-seeing together, although my body was not used to running in such a high altitude!  I also went to the Illinois State Fair with some of my best friends, which was a great way to end the summer break.

While working with my professor this summer, we had the opportunity to apply for an Undergraduate Research Fellowship scholarship.  We created a proposal which consisted of making our own research design and implementations to follow through with it.  We were awarded the fellowship, and I would start my research project at the beginning of the fall semester!  Our research study deals with teacher candidates and their perceptions of ESL writing.

By the end of summer, I was looking forward to getting back to school in Normal.  Little did I know that this fall semester would be the most difficult yet rewarding thus far of my collegiate career.  On top of managing 15 credit hours of classes, I was tutoring the student-athletes 4 hours a week and investing 5-10 hours a week on my research project.  However, it is all about time management - and it paid off!  I think I was able to maintain my responsibilities as a student while still creating the time to hang out with my friends and family - maybe a little too much party, but that never hurt anyone, right?

This semester was so fun - I was back to living in the house with my two roommates, and we had a blast together.  There were definitely some nights where we de-stressed with a few glasses of wine.  The course load of this semester was overwhelming at times - many of my classes required service/activity hours on top of teaching/clinical hours to meet our major requirements.  This included going to the local Boys & Girls club to teach Spanish once a week, volunteering extra days each week, and going to a local high school to help in the ESL classroom.   Each experience was rewarding, and helped me to become a more well-rounded educator.  I grew in my strengths and weaknesses, as well as discovered more qualities to improve upon.  My classmates and I were stressed out each week, which resorted to us going to the local Mexican restaurant to enjoy half-price margaritas almost every Thursday.

Aside from all of the classroom commitments, I kept my position as the Public Relations/Webmaster coordinator for ISU's Spanish Honor Society.  This semester, we participated in a variety of service activities.  We helped create a día de los muertos event at the local children's museum, which proved to be a grand success.  We also had the opportunity to visit the local children's hospital and pass out teddy bears to the patients.  This was a very sad yet humbling experience, and it was so fun being able to interact with the patients and their families before the holidays.

One of my favorite personal events that occurred throughout the semester was attending my cousin's wedding in Aurora in November.  I had a great time hanging out with all of my family and sharing the happiness and love that will continue to grow in the years to come for Mikey and Lyndi!  Another more hilarious experience was being nominated for ISU's Homecoming Royalty.  I guess it was a pretty big deal because I made it to the interview round, and only 24 people out of over 250 applicants received an interview.  For a second, I was convinced that I may actually become royalty.  Until I royally messed up the interview!  As soon as I walked into that room, I just knew that royalty was not my cup of tea.  The other candidates were too good at sucking up and telling the interviewers what they wanted to hear - I guess I was just a little too "real" for their liking.  Haha!  It was a great experience though, and I came out with a lot of laughs and a couple new friends.

I also applied to become a Fulbright Scholar as an English Teaching Assistant in South Korea in 2014-2015.  This proved to be the most grueling process I have ever endured, but it was worth it.  Most of you know that I push myself to my limits, and beyond.  This program is quite prestigious, which is why it was so attractive to me.  I went through five different applications, and rewrote essay after essay.  At times it felt a lot like the Homecoming process - am I writing these essays merely to impress the judges, or am I really writing them because I like them?  I realized that I shouldn't just write things simply because I think that is what the judges are looking for - so I started from scratch after my Fulbright interview and went with my gut.  Here's to hoping it works out!  I will find out at the end of January.

After Thanksgiving break, it was really time to buckle down and get to work on those final projects, papers, and final exams.  I only had two final exams, but had to complete three final projects and write two final papers.  My most difficult and time-consuming project consisted of writing 45 lesson plans and include supporting materials, along with a reflection paper.  This was a draining process, but hoping it will come in handy when I am student teaching at Morton High School next semester!

The semester ended and I was happy with the grades I earned.  I can finally relax for a month until I return to ISU on January 13th.  I am still pursuing my research project with my professor, and we have gathered data and plan to gather even more throughout next semester and start the analyzing process.  I will be student teaching at Morton High School, teaching Spanish I and Spanish II.  I begin on February 17th, but plan to be helping out in the classroom before then and familiarizing myself with the environment ant students.  My Cooperating Teacher seems very fun and outgoing, and is especially helpful and comforting about guiding me through this process.  Even though I thought this semester was long and difficult, I am sure my student teaching experience will have its moments of trials and tribulations.  Overall, it is a learning experience and I am looking forward to analyzing my strengths and weaknesses, implementing innovative activities, and putting my training to practice!  I am SO ready to student teach and graduate!!!














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Saturday, May 11, 2013

Documenting my life

I really ought to blog more... I went this entire semester without blogging my experiences.  It has been one hell of a busy semester, but I must admit, this entire school year has been life changing, but certainly some of the best experiences I have had.  Through the thick and thin, I have learned a great deal about myself and have continued shaping some of my life goals.  We'll see what this summer has in store for me!  I will be tutoring an adult ESL class (the same one I was helping with during the school year) as well as tutoring the ISU student-athletes, and I will be a research assistant for one of my professors in the English Department, focusing on gathering data about Korean learners of English.  It will keep me busy!

Some highlights and discoveries throughout this semester, in no specific order:

  • Being awarded the Outstanding Organization Member at the Commitment to Diversity Awards as part of the ISU Spanish Club
  • There are always going to be "those kind of people" who just won't understand anything I am trying to say... yeah I'm talking about the asshole who basically told me that learning languages are pointless because we live in 'Merica and speak "'Merican"
  • Did I mention that the asshole who said that to me enrolls his son in an elementary school where the majority of the students speak a language other than English in the home? Hmm...
  • Hairbangers Ball is probably the coolest cover band I have ever witnessed (they'll be in Champaign on June 7, who wants to come with me?)
  • I'm addicted to McDonald's soft serve ice cream cones
  • Sometimes "word vomiting" all over your paper/poster and then cleaning it up from there is the best way to create and submit a research article to a scholarly journal (thanks Kyle)
  • People like to take pictures of me when I fall asleep in public
  • I need to learn to control my sweat stains (they ruined my photo with President Bowman.. embarrassing)
  • I visited "The Bean" for the first time!
  • Rabbits like to get jiggy with it at 5:30 in the morning on the quad right next to DeGarmo
  • CTs and professors are real people with real lives outside of their careers as educators (weird, I know!)
  • Creating a website for the Spanish Honor Society has granted me the title of being a queen
  • I still don't understand what Discourse with a capital D means
  • I am in love with international students
  • Being awarded the Alma Latina Award as part of the ISU Spanish Club
  • Traveling to Honduras with ISU Spanish Club during spring break
  • Realizing how racist the small community we were working in was towards white people (oops, sorry?)
  • I wasn't the only who developed a case of "the runs" during our Honduras trip - glad we were all in the same boat (I love puns!)
  • I'm addicted to checking my email even though I know it automatically updates every five minutes on my iPhone
  • Journaling my clinical experiences at U-High
  • Realizing that there are people who will just try to "get by" in every field and occupation in life, and realizing how angry that makes me, and realizing that all this passion is good and should be applied to my future investments
  • Applying materials I have learned in one class and translating those into other areas or aspects of my life/career
  • Working with Dr. Kyle Miller on our research project about Memories of School: A Comparison of High-Risk and Low-Risk Mothers
  • Hating on myself for being part of the 84.5% and #whitegirlphdproblems (education majors know what I mean)
  • Presenting my research at the Undergraduate Research Symposium
  • Creating a periwinkle research poster because it is my grandmother and faculty mentor's favorite color
  • Learning how to write three different research case studies... tedious!
  • Working with and tutoring the ESL students at Heartland Community College - this experience has never made me feel so gratified and excited to teach
  • Being placed at Morton High School for my student teaching next spring (2014)
  • Reflecting on the Boston Marathon bombing/explosion with my students at U-High 
  • Crying because my U-High students flooded my e-mail inbox with letters of thanks and wishing me luck in the future
  • Realizing that theatrical scores/compositions make me cry like a baby (thanks Annie)
  • Belting my lungs out to Les Miserables with Annie is stress relieving and necessary at least once a month
  • Joking and complaining about literacy strategies with Emily keeps us sane (we love you Lycke)
  • Going to the Art Institute with Sigma Delta Pi to see the Picasso exhibit and admiring how much of a womanizer he was (but we still love him!)
  • American English compliments are formulaic by nature - I (really) like/love NP! or ADJ NP! or You look (really) ADJ!
  • Going out with my Mexican friends never fails to be an epic night
  • My EAF professor loves to get cultural by tricking us into doing "The Wobble" dance at the end of the year (thanks Dr. Hoff!)
  • I can scare people by talking in a super creepy deep voice
  • My camera decided to break in the middle of my week in Honduras and cost me $250 to fix it (sorry mom and dad)
  • Why doesn't Cuba Libre exist in America? (rum and coke in a can)
  • I'm convinced that all foreign language teachers truly do have something called "the wacky gene"
  • Getting my groove on at Jenny and Levi's wedding was much needed; congrats!  Although I am surprised that neither of them had ever been to Chicago before (I hope you enjoyed it!)
  • We made WAY too much pozole at the International Fair (a shame because it was very tedious to make, but it was soooo delicious!)
  • I dropped my birthday cookie cake less than a minute after picking it up from the store and was too embarrassed to go back inside and say anything so I picked it up and ran off and cried in my car (don't worry, I still ate it)
  • Nallely discovered that William Levy was standing behind us in the Miami airport but when we got our photo taken with him, she was cut off by Demetria, who had no idea who this man was
  • Shout out to Morgan and Hailey for surprising me on my bday and taking me out for ice cream (love you ladies)
  • Steak 'N' Shake's red velvet milkshake is phenomenal
  • SpicyNodes is the worst piece of technology ever invented. Seriously.
  • I learned how to learn (it happens with every new experience I encounter)
  • I went to the Stevenson Language Lab more times this semester than I had ever visited throughout my three years at ISU
  • ISU Spanish Club is addicted to singing karaoke, and even when no one shows up to our Valentine's Day party we still know how to have a blast
  • I've created an official "voice" for my car, Owen
  • I sat next to a very sexy Australian man on the flight home from Honduras and we spent half of the flight talking and serenading each other with Seal's song "Kiss From a Rose", and the other half talking about traveling experiences
  • Repeating the word "Acérquese" 8947953 times during initiation ceremonies makes me giggle like a little school girl
  • I'm still a walking human iPod
  • I often wonder how many minutes of my life I have wasted sending and opening snapchats between my friends and I 
  • I'm addicted to my Nike+ GPS watch, and all of my friends like to make fun of me crushing my runs on Twitter
  • My roommates have become desensitized to my use of the bathroom with the door open (I know, bad habit, sorry)
  • According to Annie, when I say "here you go" it sounds like "he go"
  • I was the first person to pass out at my own birthday party
  • Annie was the official "live tweeter" for the Oscars
  • "Ain't nobody got time for that" has found its way into my regular use of phrases
  • Everybody loves homemade chicken pot pie, even vegetarians
  • I have met and become great friends with some really awesome people this semester, of all ages, genders, lifestyles, etc., and I wouldn't have it any other way
  • I have become even closer to friends who have been prevalent in my life for a longer period of time
  • I am starting to become a crybaby in real life (not just in movies anymore... maybe I do have emotions)
  • I don't know how I would have survived this semester without all of my wonderful friends and family (I love you all)!
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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Seven Months Have Passed...

Well, it is hard to believe that I have already been back in the United States for two months longer than my duration in Spain.  I certainly miss my friends and family that I made in Granada apart from the beautiful scenery, food, and Spanish culture, but I have enjoyed being back home as well.  My first semester of my junior year is coming to a close, and I can honestly say that this semester was definitely one of my favorites (besides Spain of course, I do not think any semester can ever top it).  All of my classes really seemed to overlap and relate well with one-another, and I found myself making awesome comparisons and expanding information from one class and utilizing it within another course.  I would like to continue writing in my blog because I think it is a good way to keep memories (and I am much more likely to remember to update a blog than to write everything down in a journal).  Anyway, back to this semester.  I loved having a lot of my fellow Spain study-abroaders in my classes this semester, and reminiscing with them and talking about our wonderful memories helped ease the feeling of nostalgia.  I also met two other girls who are from Salamanca, Spain, and we have become pretty good friends, so they are fun to practice Spanish with and compare cultures and our experiences in each other's countries!  I am glad that they will be returning next semester as wellWe are all certainly planning on going back to Granada, hopefully in the not-so-distant future!  Like I said earlier, my classes this semester really intrigued me.  I have become extremely interested in language acquisition/linguistics, and through my Linguistics course and my Child and Adolescent Growth & Development course, I have been thinking about potential Master's programs after receiving my undergraduate degree.  I would love to pursue something in Sociolinguistics or Psycholinguistics, because I am very intrigued by how the brain acquires language during the different stages of development, and these two courses really went hand-in-hand in further developing my interest in these areas.  Who knows, though!?  I could end up anywhere.  Everything seems to have interested me this semester - I am lucky to have had some pretty awesome professors this semester.  My Hispanic-American Culture class was also interesting (at times...).  While I must admit that this course was not my favorite, I still obviously love the Spanish language and variety of cultures that it encompasses.  My passion for teaching this language is quite strong, and became even stronger during my C&I 212 course about "Issues in Secondary Education," where we tackled issues such as English-Language Learners, poverty, bullying, school funding, and other "sore subjects".  It all became very real, but it just made my passion to teach even greater.  However, I would love to receive my Master's degree, and hopefully (eventually) a Ph.D and become a university professor.  Before getting into the business of teaching and furthering my education, I have been considering an experience to live and teach abroad for a few years.  We will see what happens!  I have to focus on the present moment, and I have no worries that my future will work itself out for the best.  For now I need to worry about getting through the rest of my finals (which I am supposed to be studying for right now, but decided to write in my blog instead!).  Next semester will be quite the busy one as well, with fifteen credit hours, a research project with a well-respected faculty member, and another honors project to complete.  Furthermore, many of my classes require observation and volunteer hours, and I will be helping a teacher at U-High as a part of my lab portion in one of my Curriculum and Instruction courses.  Late into first semester I got back into tutoring for the ESL courses at Heartland Community College (I had been helping last fall as well before I left for Spain).  It feels really good to get back into it and help out when I can, especially since it relates to my major and minor.  I love doing it and it further confirms my passion and desire to become an educator!

Furthermore, I digress back to Spain... I have been keeping in contact with Carmen (my host mom) on a monthly basis through telephone calls and sending her occasional packages with photos and what not.  Unfortunately, her son Luis passed away shortly before Thanksgiving.  He had been very ill and in and out of the hospital beforehand and all throughout my time in Spain, and he became very ill again this fall.  I admire Carmen's strength because she has also been recovering from chemotherapy and dealing with her own health concerns.  I wish I could be there for her to provide support, but I do the best that I can halfway across the country!  Other than that, my life has been busy filling time with a social life and running every morning as always.  I think I would go crazy if I did not run six days a week, it is definitely a great way to cope with stress.  I am looking forward to going home and spending time with my family, friends, but most importantly my dog Cooper during winter break!  As much as I love school (I really do love it to death), I think taking a break from everything for a month will do my mind and body good.  I will try and update more frequently, because I really have missed writing about my life.  I will post a few photos from my semester thus far (some of them aren't showing up, so I will fix this later):

Put the holiday lights up on the ISU house!

Why Child and Adolescent Growth and Development is my favorite class of my college career

My roommates!

Some members of the Spanish Club during our Día de los Muertos party

I had my face painted for our party!

Some of my amigas and I being inducted into the National Spanish Honor's Society

My brother and I on Thanksgiving

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